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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005

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Time:12:05 pm.
Mood: blah.
IMPORTANT!! READ IF YOU NEED TO KNOW ME

Due to certain issues, etc etc, I have been semi-forced to get a new LJ and name. My issue was with hackers, certain people, and the hacking of my LJ and I'm not going to put up my new journal name here. If you still want to stay my friend, post here and I'll respond to one of your journal entries with lj Witchlamia LJ and tell you my new username there, then you can friend me.

Cheers

Sunday, November 13th, 2005

Time:2:17 pm.
Mood: crushed.
How could you say I forget about you? If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

Is the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected? I goodbye isn't painful unless you are sure you are never going to say hello again. What he is is that if we break up he would never be back here... why? I would welcome you back here...

Just give me a fucking deffinate answer. Don't leave me standing outside there again in tears and say that I can't kiss you. I can't believe you locked your door on me and drove away. While I was crying.
You are your dramatic exits. You and your bullshit. For all the bullshit and pain this shouldn't hurt as much as it does. I've never cried myself asleep until last night and I can't stand you so much for that.

Why should I still be with you right now but it feel slike we are not together.

Thursday, November 3rd, 2005

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Time:12:58 am.
Mood: crushed.
I really...REALLY have to stop trying to sort out problems like... every problem suddenly has to be sorted. I need to learn that it is okay for me to get mad and not appologize. It's sad that i need to learn this to do it to my boyfriend.

Tuesday, November 1st, 2005

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Time:5:05 pm.
Mood: moody.
I always... ALWAYS get that. So much. It's been said to me nuemrous times tiday and I know that it's the first thing people notice about me when they see me.

"You have such beautiful eyes"

I always get that compliment. ALWAYS. That or

"You very beautiful but sad eyes"

Yes, sad. I get that said to me often..

Thursday, October 27th, 2005

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Time:11:41 pm.
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005

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Time:2:32 am.
Mood: crazy.
BIG update tomorrow ont eh awsomeness that was today XDD

I'm just goint to hav eyou all know that I am Jesus and my father is God (Naru). Better not be messin wit' us yo!

Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

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Time:1:06 pm.
Mood: WTF LUV.
...I have. The best. Friends. Ever. Ya'll better know that know.

Kerri and Chris are comign to visit me from baltimore. WTF I LOVE YOU GUYS ONE ONE ONE ONE!!111

Thursday, October 6th, 2005

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Time:12:59 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Photobucket sitll isn't working for me. My computer is refusing to see the website or ANYTHING ON the website. It's also doing this with several other sites. WHAT THE FUCK???

But it works for everyone else.

Oh, and SHelly missedd me >D ARHARHARHARHARHAHARRRR *points and laffs* but then again i missed her too

Friday, September 30th, 2005

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Subject:hate hate hate icon drama
Time:1:07 pm.
Mood: good.
...I hate icon drama. How did two happen in two days? Whatever, oyu know what I'm gonna forget about it!♥

Time for the BEST. MEME. EVER.


1. Pick 20 30 films you love/thoroughly enjoy.
2. Find screen stills for each film.
3. See how many of them your friends get correct.


Yes, these are not easy at all. Well most of them.

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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005

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Time:1:17 am.
Mood: embarrassed.
To.. everyone who commented to my last person. I lvoe you all. Thank you... I don't know wht o sya. My day has been much better... So thank you. Everyone who commented, thank you. Your comments all made me feel much better. I was cryinga little, but happy tears. SO thank you.

I...did find it TERRIBLY amusing how eveyrone was saying:
-We'll feed you Keely!
-We'll give you food!
-We'll get you fat!

Ahhh, heheh-- wtf you guys XD;

Sunday, August 14th, 2005

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Time:7:41 am.
Mood: awake.
Happy birthday Kirsten! ♥ ♥

Art for you will be up later when I come back home from this trip we are goign on XD

Wednesday, July 20th, 2005

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Time:11:12 pm.
Mood: artistic.


This Journal Is...

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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005

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Time:12:01 pm.
Mood: excited.
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Time:1:41 am.


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Epithmo para Theos (Wish of the Gods)

Epithmo para Theos translates as ‘Wishes of the Gods.’ It is an AU Crossover RPG open to any character out of the world of anime/manga/video games.

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ANd lastly...pimping the MP3 sharing community. >>>music.detected_

Friday, July 15th, 2005

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Time:1:38 pm.
I have updated my LJ community (www.livejournal.com/community/musicdetected_) iwth a special edition of an episode from a wonderful TV~

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Time:10:40 am.
Mood: calm.
I have not read hte new harry potter yet but I always do this when the new book comes out before I read it. When the Order of the Pheonix came out I took my guess as to who was going to die and I was right! It wowed me and Kirsten. So now I'm going to take my guess again as to who will die and who the Half BLood Prince is.Then I'll read the book!

Die: Either Dumbledor (or however you spell it) or Miss Magonagoll.. or however yosu spell her name

Blood prince guy: SOme teacher.... Sirius or Snape. Aharharharhar~~

Wednesday, July 13th, 2005

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Subject:Life does go on
Time:1:03 pm.
Mood: drained.

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Prowling out of the hotel lobby, cutting down all who dare stand in the way using a mighty sword, cometh Witchlamia! And she gives a booming howl:

"I'm going to beat you until your mom feels it in her womb!!!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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YES! HOTEL LOBBY!!

So things are calming down a bit, and I'm going to get to waste tonight away~. Yesterday I was so frustrated, crushed, distressed, many things. I went to my Godfather's studio to do some work and art, which is what I took my frustration and anger out on. It was... extremely refreshing. His studio, and doing work there, have been so good and what I think to be extremely healthy for me. I love it, I do. And I can go there anytime and do what I must, so I believe I'll be going there more often now. That way I can get lots of art done too.
But yesterday, I sat down with him. It was so hot, we were both feeling dehydrated, and George (my godfather) talked with me and I spilled everything. All my frustrations and angers. And he listened to me and we talked and each had a cold beer on that hot summer day in the art studio.

It was wonderful. I know I can see him whenever I need to and go and work at the studio. Hmm...I think I'll do some sculpting tomorrow.
And on top of that talking to my friends online was very refreshing too. It's a damn shame Shelly is in London and I'm in america because she makes me laugh and is a great person to talk to. Yes, Shelly, you are a great person to talk to. Deal with it. We could also play pool and drink together all for free... OR SO SHE SAYS. I'm keeping you to that, Shelly.
Speakign of drinks... Alas, I could not join Liz with her bottle of Midori last night. How is the head, Liz? Hangover? But we do have a promise now to meet and drink that stuff and go nuts together in the grand land of beer before school begins again.

I didn't sleep last night though, and I don't know why either. I just layed there in bed and the hours rolled by. I thought maybe it was too hot, cause it was a super hot day, but it wasn't that. After I put the AC on I still didn't fall asleep. So I'm extremel drained and very tired.
I'm not sure what that was all about... Maybe stress kept me awake.

Tuesday, July 12th, 2005

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Subject:THe day that God fucked life for good
Time:8:56 pm.
Mood: distressed.
I am copying and pasting this story from my IM Chats because I feel not like telling it AGAIN:

okay well last night I went ot bed at 12 after I got kicked off by dad and my brother, and then i couldn't fall asleep cause I"m a night owl. So I hear my dad over the phone talking to Ian, my brother, and he was like: Well did you call 911? I put two and two together. First off Ian's at my mom's house and second I know my sleep walks at night since she started taking that sleepiing medicine. I mean, I'm always taking her back upstairs and stuff, adn stopping her from knocking into walls and shit and going down teh stairs. So I bolted right up and when my dad got off the phone asked what happened. Which was clear to me anyway, but still jsut to be sure. And my Dad looked over at me
with this depressing face and says: Your mom just fell down a full flight of stairs and can't get up from teh floor or barly talk. Holy shit I was I just got so roused up because my mom and I that day had gotten ian huge fight over me saying: Mom, someone HAS to at the house with you at night, you sleep walk and get yourself hurt! and she said to me; No of course not Keely! I am FINE ON MY OWN! Stop getting so worried about everything I do and taking caer of me! And so I get this call that she may be uncoscious and hit her head on the floor. Wonderful. So throwing care to the wind and breaking ever rule of a speed limit my dad and i got over to the house, this is like, 2am, and there, of course, is my mom on teh floor, not getting up, her face is bruised and bleeding, she can't move, let alone hardly talk, so she must have still be on teh meds. 911 comes, cause we called it
and Ian my brother, is being the most selfish bastard EVER! He was seriously acting like this was all mom's fault saying bullshit like: Oh, I told you this woudl happeN! God why doesn't she ever control herself. How could she do this to us, huh? I'm so fucking tired. This is fucking bullshit I knew this would happen. SHe is sucha pain in the ass.
And I was so at the ends of my wits then that I tried to punch hiim in the face while the medics were there getting my mom on teh streatcher, but my Dad broke us up and I know, I was wrong for doing that then. But still. We got her to the hospital but Ian kept starting shiit up and saying things and blamed me for starting the fights. I was so worn out and enraged but calmed down eventually because I do aroun 4:30am and waiting in the hospital. I would.
Sooo we waited were there till 6am. Thank God she was okay. But her femour is brocken in three places and I think somethign happened to her hip. It's disgusting to me like whatever greater force there is, is jsut playing a sick joke on my family. My mom is on dyalasis. Now she has a rod in her leg and can't move for over a monthh. What more shit is going to happen to her, you know? This is the point of being just bellow shit now. Oh.. but then I came home and found that the cat spilled water all over my watercolor homework, so that's gone. O___O
so... well there is nothign i can do righ tnow. I feel better than last night though, much better since that. I took my whatever out of art and sat down with my wonderful god father and had a beer with him

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Time:12:19 am.
update:

1) Shelly I'm so sorry. You JUST LEFT as my dad had gone to sleep and I JSUT GOT BACK ON. Oh well, it's late for you anyway dear <3 I'll be on in teh mornign 8 am my time. Hope to catch you then.

2) I can finally update my MP3 site again; Audio Sex. However, ti has moved to a new name since the community audi0_sex is so friggin popular. DAMN THEM >(((( WEll I dont' want to look liek I copied names so the community has moved to thus:

www.livejournal.com/community/musicdetected_

AhhhhHA >D ANd i"m updating it right now, so please add.

Monday, July 11th, 2005

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Subject:I'm gonna be shot for putting this song up, but I can't stop laughing at it
Time:2:55 pm.
Mood: laughing at the movie.

America...
America...
America, FUCK YEAH!
Coming again, to save the mother fucking day yeah,
America, FUCK YEAH!
Freedom is the only way yeah,
Terrorist your game is through cause now you have to answer too,
America, FUCK YEAH!
So lick my butt, and suck on my balls,
America, FUCK YEAH!
What you going to do when we come for you now,
it’s the dream that we all share; it’s the hope for tomorrow

FUCK YEAH!

McDonalds, FUCK YEAH!
Wal-Mart, FUCK YEAH!
The Gap, FUCK YEAH!
Baseball, FUCK YEAH!
NFL, FUCK, YEAH!
Rock and roll, FUCK YEAH!
The Internet, FUCK YEAH!

FUCK YEAH!

Starbucks, FUCK YEAH!
Disney world, FUCK YEAH!
Porno, FUCK YEAH!
Valium, FUCK YEAH!
Reeboks, FUCK YEAH!
Fake Tits, FUCK YEAH!
Sushi, FUCK YEAH!
Taco Bell, FUCK YEAH!
Rodeos, FUCK YEAH!
Bed bath and beyond (Fuck yeah, Fuck yeah)

Liberty, FUCK YEAH!
White Slips, FUCK YEAH!
The Alamo, FUCK YEAH!
Band-aids, FUCK YEAH!
Las Vegas, FUCK YEAH!
Christmas, FUCK YEAH!
Immigrants, FUCK YEAH!
Popeye, FUCK YEAH!
Demarcates, FUCK YEAH!
Republicans (republicans)
(fuck yeah, fuck yeah)
Sportsmanship
Books

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